Separate by Matt Sabato
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its richly layer with beauty and sadness. i cant find words for it. its just moving, grand, and amazing in everyway.

Lyrics:

going on 18
going out and building down his dreams
he said man you gotta hide cause i
gotta denie and ill go a little faster
with no dream in my eye
and ill go to a place that i can create
but i got to go right now
so we gotta separate

this loves makes me sick
and all the girls say
you gotta stop now
you gotta stop and quit so
i ran as i ran to another lie
to a pretty boi that i could not justify
and i know i’m there hiding behind
all those pretty lies and you said goodbye

should i wait
should i go?
should i turn around?

one more day
one more light
just another clown

and i feel like i’m up
but i’m going down

everyday, don’t you know,
its just the same again
and i try
and i try
but i’ll never win
in this pool
where i lose
and where i drown

so this how it goes
the story’s lost
the story’s lost but it isn’t untold
so i run and i run
and i close my eyes
to something else that i could not disguise
and i know you’re there hiding behind
all those pretty lies but i said goodbye

should i wait
should i go?
should i turn around?

one more day
one more light
just another clown

and i feel like i’m up
but i’m going down

everyday, don’t you know,
its just the same again
and i try
and i try
but i’ll never win
in this pool
where i lose
and where i drown

mother mary help me out now
don’t let me go
don’t let me go on my own
what good is this?
nothing matters
i know
got to go

should i wait
should i go?
should i turn around?

one more day
one more light
just another clown

and i feel like i’m up
but i’m going down

everyday, don’t you know,
its just the same again
and i try
and i try
but i’ll never win
in this pool
where i lose
and where i drown again

again…

should i wait
should i go?
should i turn around?

one more day
one more light
just another clown

and i feel like i’m up
but i’m going down

everyday, don’t you know,
its just the same again
and i try
and i try
but i’ll never win
in this pool
where i lose
and where i drown

again, again hey